Hiya Granddad, I really miss you so much it's killing me inside i'm hurting so much :'( I've not been out anywhere today, just dont feel like it. I've been thinking about u loads & its finally sinking in your not coming back, and it's so painful. I know you'de tell me to get a grip and go out, but i just dont feel like it at all. I hope tomorrow is a better day. I can't believe it's nearly your birthday angel. I want you back so much my angel, My heart's killing for you. I long for you to call my name and give me a special kiss & cuddle angel. Love & miss you millions my beautiful angel. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx