Hiya Grandad, I am still so distraught that you have gone :'( .. I cant believe its been 12week already 3 months I don't even know where the time has gone. It still seems so raw, and I don't understand my head. Every time I seem to think that I have got my self together, I break down. :'( .. I really miss you grandad, and wish you was still here but id never ever wish you to be in that kind of pain again. I love & miss you millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3