hello granddad i miss and love you lots like jelly tots even more that vodka shot. i wish you was still here and every one seems to think its been a long time since you have gone now and they are asking me why i still cry. it makes me a bit angry because im never going to forget you. sometimes i just wish that there are stairs to heaven so i could come and see when i like. but i know that is not how it works but i wish that's how it could be. it been lovely having nan down and its only next mouth when i can go and she her again. i fells wired walking in to the liveing room with out listening to your horse winning in the back ground ... any way i will talk to you again soon lots of love nikita xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3