To My Darling Roy I still love & miss you very much and no will ever know what heart ache its bringing unless they go through it themselves. Without you life is just not the same anymore. I am still very lonely but you are forever in my heart and thoughts and will be forever more. I am working back in the charity shop, and i enjoy it for 2 mornings a week, Which is where i do a lot of socializing, which you've always known i like to mix with other people and socialize, which breaks up my day for me. I am staying with Charlotte and family for the weekend, and got a good deal on some new SHOES!! I am going to Megan & Joel's new flat for dinner on Sunday and to have a nosy round. All the family miss you as much as i do, Its devastating, to think that you have gone. But we know you are always with each and everyone of us that you love and love you very much in spirit. I speak to you everyday, which cheers me up and gives me strength to carry on, that i know your guiding me in life the right way. Speak Again Very Soon Kitty XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX