hiya grandad Still love and miss you very very much. Its so hard without you. Im so confused cos everyday I'd love to see, touch, kiss, cuddle and talk to you agaim, but at thr same time i'd never want you to be in as much pain as you was, cos it was so awful to see you like that. Im so proud to say your my grandad, your such an amazing, strong, loving, kind grandad. I lovr you so much. Christmas day was nice with joel, nan, mum, daf and Nikita, but as lovely as it was it was also so sad :'( not speaking to you on xmas day was a heart breaker, and just cos I did cry on the outside, I was and am heart broken on the inside :'( its breaking my heart grandad. I just miss you so much :'( I used to love getting yours and nanas house and giving you a kiss. It used to make me smile to hear you say I love ypu to me. I can still hear it in my head today, and one thing is for sure ill never forget that memory or sound of your voice or feel of your touch. Im proud grandad, proud to say your my grandad... I love you so much always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx