Hiya Grandad I justs want to wish u a very big merry Christmas and a happy new year i miss and love you more that the words could describe and i wish you could still be here with us especially at this time of year and it is not as magical as could be with out you, and grandad plez can you stop this rain and bring us some lovely sun shine by time new years day is here as i am wearing a dress tehe ... i just can't face that you have gone well in my mind your not gone because you was here at my house on Christmas nothing will never be the same with out you but your not in pain anymore and as i keeping saying to you that is all that matters ... nanna has come down to our house for Christmas and i really do wish and wish and wish that you could come and do the same I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAT ANY ONE KNOWS XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX